New directions

Hello guys,

Your goddess has been busy preparing for the new direction that she’s headed for in her life. But still thank you to each and everyone of you who still reads my blog; even some really pleasantly unexpected ones. 😀

I will still be blogging, but I believe (and hope) that everyone of you will be “Growing” together with me… GROWING OLD 😥

HAHAHA. NOOOOOOOOOOO we must always be young at heart AND secretly throw death stares at those kids who call you auntie/uncle. juz cuz.

Anyway, I have been streaming and I promised my viewers that I will FREAKING UPLOAD A VIDEO OF MYSELF COOKING to show y’all distrusting fuckers that your goddess can really cook :’D

So stay tuned! It’s simple as fuck so you can cook it for the bae when you have utterly pissed her off, or for your boy when you wanna psycho him into buying you a prada bag. Or for your parents so that they will give you more allowance. AND REMEMBER, THE GOLDEN RULE:

the one who cooks don’t have to do the dishes.

If the bae or your siblings complain, tell them it will incur the wrath of the goddess.

I WILL FIND THEM AND MAKE THEM WASH THE GOD DAMN PLATES.

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Photo from my last photoshoot ever. Lovely swimsuit shoot with flowers and hot water. Really, what more can you ask for TO SOAK IN A GOD DAMN TUB OF WARM WATER AND PLAY WITH FLOWERS LIKE AN IDIOT AND GET PAID TO LOOK CUTE.

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PLZ guys. I can draw so damn well. Look what i drew.

chen whole familyIM FREAKING PROUD OF THIS PICTURE BECAUSE ITS ADORABLE AS ANYTHING FOR A HERO THAT’S DAMN LOATHSOME. AND I DREW IT IN 10MINS

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Good night now. It’s late and your goddess is cranky. Sleep tight, my beautiful peasants. ❤

facebook page :O

Hello guys I have made the facebook page so that all the dota 2 comics that I draw in the future will be posted there. It’s also easier to just like the page rather than following me on this blog if you are not really into reading.

The link is here,

https://www.facebook.com/dota2hot2ward

I am probably going to post lots of nonsense about dota there so I will appreciate if you can just like the page for me to help publicize a little. Of course I am not so hardcore following all the competitive teams and all. My comics are mainly about the game itself.

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the pageant is tomorrow 12-2pm and I am so freaking nervous. Anyway, I am doing this blog and the fb page as a hobby, much like my ALAB comics, Im not sure if most of you know what it is, (friends from years back probably does!) In any case, its this:

https://www.facebook.com/pages/ALAB-series-3/250988270335

It’s this little comic strip that I used to do when I was younger to show my hatred for ahlians/bengs after dating one of them and letting him ruin my life.

 

I’m pretty sure most of us will reach this point in life where you just lie on the bed and think : What the fuck do I want to do with my life? 

Yeah, I’m there right now. I do not know what do I really want to work as, that’s why I have been trying out different jobs. However, I feel that the life of a narcissistic, overly publicized life as a full-time model / events babe wannabe is wearing me out. I honestly do not enjoy adding strangers onto facebook ( Trust me there are alot of weird asses and perverts)

I have been rejecting all the lingerie/implied nude shoots because

1) Z doesn’t allow it,

2) if you use this to rise to fame you will be stuck in the wrong kind of light.

But I came across some really beautiful boudoir shots that I have been wanting to try. Will see how it goes.

 

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I want to remake this shot

For now, I am just going to try and get through with the pageant and then think about where I want to go from there. It isn’t easy to do this freelance modelling thing when people around you are being the least encouraging.

 

Anyway I made this thing which I thought of randomly whilst preparing for my photoshoot at Chinese Gardens. BTW THEY HAVE LIKE FREAKING LIVE TORTOISE MUSEUM THERE! Anyone interested in going? 😀

 

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The entrance fee for adults for the museum is only 5$. I think it’s going to be pretty amazing! I will definitely be going there. Will show you the photos soon as I get there.

I haven’t been to Chinese Gardens like, since forever. And other than the wide array of spiders, bees and ants, it’s actually a beautiful place.

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Look, they even have mini versions of my favorite lizard.

 

 

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Speaking of animals, Lycan has been peeing at random places over and over again. I’m not sure when this bad habit started… He has been housebroken by me since young. I am not very sure if its due to the fact that he isn’t neutered, and thus marking his territory. But since he often marks in the living room whilst I’m always in my bedroom its so hard for me to catch him in the act.

Gonna lock him in the toilet for 7 days now, my dad heard from a groomer that it’s like teaching a pup the basics all over again and as long as its ventilated and he has water and toys we shouldn’t consider it a cruel thing. So I am just going to stop being soft hearted for the better of our family. 😦

If anyone has any good tips on this please do let me know.

 

just another sad love story

I had a dream last night. it was a happy dream. Isn’t it sad how happy dreams will make you wake up feeling sad, whilst you are glad as fuck when you wake up from an unhappy one? They say that dreams are depictions of things you want the most, locked away in the darkest depths of your subconscious. So true. So anyway randomly and nonsensically the dream led to many thoughts and then to terrorblade. So, I was trying to look for cartoons of terrorblade on google to find some inspiration to draw. and then i realized: tb search 1

they are cute as fuck. and then there is this:

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WHY IS TERRORBLADE so artistically and beautifully drawn. #emoheroeshatebeingcutiefied.

 

So anyway that aside I thought when terrorblade first came out in dota2 and I was so obsessed with him cuz he’s so handsome. Like, so dark and so strong and all~ ya’kno. So I was introduced to the movie that was beautifully made by warcraft 3 characters! its 64mins long, so if you haven’t watched it and you have the time, please do. It’s quite nice and surprisingly touching. 😥

 

The video has a sad ending 😦 I cried. I CRIED OVER PIXELS MOVING ON A SCREEN! YES!   Thus, I have decided tb and mirana need a better love story.

 

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Forgive my tb drawing… It’s the closest I can get with reference to the images that show up on google :’D   I wrote a poem few weeks back. I know it will never reach the eyes of the intended, but I guess I should just post it up anyway :’)

I still remember, the way to your house, the warmth of the sun through the windows, As you buried your head in my blouse< I traced the shape of your brows to your nose.

It’s getting easier to be harder now, to let us go, as you’ve gone on the train with a stoic goodbye, I was left by the tracks crying I love you so, You left nothing but a suitcase of memories behind.

As I unpacked to neaten, my life got messier; the façade was broken and crumbling from overdrive, As the bag got lighter, my heart sank heavier, I wanted to be dead, but pride kept me alive.

How do I struggle, and learn to erase, to forget our Saturday suppers and bad puns, to wipe my memories of your beautiful face –

How do you pen the exact pain of losing someone?

  Oh the scales of emotions on this post just tipped real quick now. ITS OK I AM ALIVE AND KICKING COME ON. ITS FINE!!! 😀 By the way in case anyone cares, I missed mambo jumbo at Zouk again. Bloody people everywhere.

WHY DOES LUNA WALK SO FAST

I thought of this a long time ago, but never actually got down to draw it until today. hehe.

 

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the reason why luna’s base ms is 320

 

I will probably come up with a facebook page instead to post all these drawings so that its easier, you can just like the page and the pictures i post will just show up on your news feed.